love is blind ???

I always hear people say " loves is blind " and i wonder how true is it ! Let us take for an example.. you are in early twenties .. happily married to your dream guy .. he always be there for you no matter what. You love towards him is getting stronger and stronger every single day. Without him, your life is nothing.

But one day, you received a call from the police.. informing you that your partner met with an accident and is in critical conditions.. you rush to the hospital hoping that everything is going to be alright.. The operation last for 4 hours ( or maybe even longer ) and the doctors inform you that your partner is going to be bed ridden.. ( got such word or not ar ).. he won't be able to walk or talk.. there is no hope that your partner is going to be ok.

To make things more complicated, you just found out that you are pregnant and you have just resign from your current job without any new offer from other company. No job, pregnant and husband is in critical condition... What are you going to do ?? Will you stay with your husband or will you just leave him like dat ?? If you stay, your life aint going to be easy.. you going to be a mother and father to your son/daughter.. you have to worked like a mad women just to support both of them.... Will you able to do it -- you yourself also have doubts on yourself ..

What are you going to do ?? will you stay by your bed ridden husband or leave him for good.. :)

i'm going crazy

Sometimes i think Im not a very filial daughter.. No matter how my mum loves me, i still have doubt on her.. i feel that she loves my brother more than me.. I'm not sure why, but its just my feelings. The fact is, i know my mum loves me also, but i just hate it when she nag and nag.. especially when she asked me bout my financial background. I don't like people to interfere my life.. though i know that she is my mum, but i just don't really like to share my life with her.

I tried my best to share everything with her, but sometimes maybe because we are from different generation, we tends to have different opinions.. for example : tattoos. She said that tattoos is for those ah bengs and ah lians, but to me, its just a piece of art.. because of this, whenever i talked about this, she will nag non stop. Sienz.. Can't she just accept my decisions for once ? Not only this, there are alot of things we can argue about.. Maybe because we don't use to stay together..

My God, what should i do ?? This few days, i keep arguing with her.. i can't help it !! Damn.. pray hard that i managed to find a room.. cheap room..so i can avoid staying with her.. i cant stand her anymore

life is unpredictable

Life is really unpredictable.. i never thought that my colleague will resign just like that.. She joined my company less than 3 months.. resign without a job.. what a brave decisions. Now only left me and my manager.. my senior is still on maternity leave. i cannot imagine how my life is going to be. Sure kena pressure like nobody business.

My manager sometimes vent her anger on both of us, so maybe thats the reason my colleague resign. from the first month she joined until now, my manager keep scolding her. I just don't get it,.. she is 100 times more hardworking than me, but still, she cant hit her target nor close any case.. while me.. slack like hell, still manage to close case and hit target.. this call fair ??? But maybe lady luck is not at her side or maybe she don't suits sales job at all...

I'm thinking of resigning also.. but must wait until take bonus.. planning to go Dubai and work.. my friends said the salary very attractive.. But my parents are against it... telling me that dubai is a very dangerous place... how dangerous it can be, u guys tell me ?? i never been to dubai before, but from what i heard from my other friend,.. they quite like that place ... haih.. what to do.. decide when got company wants to offer me a job ...

till then... take care

boring..

Its been a long time i never update my blog.. kinda lazy and don't know what to blog about. This few weeks, i have been busy watching taiwan drama which i never thought that im going to be addicted to it.

My life here is still the same.. bored to death. Singapore is just a small island, nothing much to explore.. In fact, i got no money to go shopping also. Might as well, stay at home watch movie on line. Wonder how much is my internet is going to cost me. I can watch movie for 6-7 hours on stop. Die or not.. What to do, here don't sell pirated dvd.. the original one is so damn expensive. Don't even think of downloading... its against the law... kanasai.. u think here is malaysia ar.. say one thing do one thing. In fact, i heard that now the police is actively tracking those people who file sharing ( means download movie, song online )... i don't want to be the unlucky one.

been staying here for almost a year.. but i still miss my hometown.. i miss the food, my friends, my room, my housemate and the list goes on. till now, i still not sure whether my decisions to come here and work is the right choice. Haih..

Till then.. take care

RM 17 MILLIONS ???

Everyone with BRAINS knows that its not a best idea to do business with a company that allegedly has a paid up capital of only RM650 and accumulated losses of RM6.5 MILLIONS... and guess what - our dear MALAYSIA'S YOUTH AND SPORTS MINISTRY did.. hahahahahah and now the deal has gone sour

The ministry has allegedly paid up RM 17 MILLION in " bidding fees" to host the Champions Youth Cup last year but the tournament did not do well.. WAIT A MINUTE ----RM 17 MILLION.. WHAT THE FUCK.. THE MONEY COMES FROM WHERE ???

NO EYES SEE @@@ WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT ??? GUESS WE JUST HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE !!

CAN WRITE SOMETHING NEW OR NOT

Can someone tell me why... the newspaper cant stop reporting bout our dear MR ANWAR sodomy case ar ?? I'm kinda sick and tired of reading the same thing over and over again.. CAN WRITE SOMETHING NEW OR NOT AR ??? Recession is on the way.. and i dun think govt will notice it nor planning something

RM is getting weaker and weaker every single day..Now - $1 ( singapore dollar ) is equivalent to RM 2.38.. it used to be RM 2.25 or lesser than that.. Will it get worse ? Who knows.. haih !! SPEECHLESS !!!

sick

Damn... i'm just f**king weak... A day under the hot sun and i'm having a fever.. flu and sore throat .. Besides that, my whole body ache like nobody business.. I need a hug.. IRIS LEE.. MANA U ??? GIVE ME A HUGGIE.. AND LET ME TRANSFER ALL THE VIRUS TO YOU... HAHHA

Anyway, watched get smart yesterday.. its was so funny. But not as nice as Hancock though.. HANCOCK ROCKS !! WILL SMITH ROCKS !!! HAHA.. i'm a big fan of will smith.. he can be serious, funny, pathetic - -i just like all his movies .. duno what i want to write now - too busy wrapping wantans.. :(

Till then.. choas